Friday, January 29, 2016

Hey Curious one,

This post is about the Soul, who is at a constant tug of war with the body.
How the soul liberates itself is the crux!


Day in day out
He plays the top, often
I play the bottom

I toss him, at times
He flips me more often

I surrender to him
I am attacked
Molested, used
Bruises remain

Slave is who I am
Master, He is

I await 
For the day
Of my liberation
The day, I minuscule Him

Tug of war 
Between 
Body and the soul

He, the Body
I, the SOUL
Self-slaughter  - The Liberation, at times!






PS: 'Being Gay' is an archaic usage of 'Being Happy'

© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)  

Image courtesy: Pexels

Tuesday, January 26, 2016




Learn to fly, Son.
soar high, you must
Stars, must you conquer

Spread your Lil wings
Take a leap

I've let you fly today
Away from my nest
Never from my Soul


For, you belong to yourself
I am here for you
always,
In case, just in case,
You need a hug
A warm 
heart-to-heart hug

You and I
bear the hereditary gene

Forget not, my Son
I am You

Unison and separation
Elemental in life,
I've learnt.


© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)

Saturday, January 23, 2016


It’s dim
Gruesomely dark
All I can see is vague
Opaque
Unfathomable
 thoughts!

All I could is
 sigh so deep,
To blow away
 the dark 
the vague
the opaque,

Liberating my soul.


© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)  

Thursday, January 21, 2016


 Oh, auspicious one
Benevolence your form
Yet, you erupt fire
Slayer, you become

For once
I urge you
Stage the dance of destruction
Whilst you embrace me
In the halo
Of your kindness



© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)  





Tuesday, January 19, 2016


Yes, I do not have a Womb
A mother I am not

Son, sense my heart
The one which bleeds
Stained it is not

Each second
Every moment
I crack up
I pass away
For my breath is far off

Yet, against the odds
Crawls my heart
To be embraced by you


© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved) 
Image Courtesy: Aj's personal album 



Monday, January 18, 2016



Prove your love for me,
She demands.

With a smile,
I pluck my heart,
 for Her.

Alas,
 She rejects
for
Bloody stains.



© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved) 

Image courtesy:   Pixabay

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

The Infamous Me

They say all of us have a more sinister side (which is mostly kept under wraps, and an angelic aura which we project to the world.) 
Do you agree?



I  ain’t a Saint,
A shadow is what I am.
Dark side of  me blends,
As like a  chameleon,
No more sunshine, I wish.
To shun, dual ways of my life,
I wish no more!





© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved) 

Image Courtesy: Pixabay








Monday, January 11, 2016

I am uncertain why,
I've been asked to prove myself,
Every single day, every single time,
Can't I just be me?

No other being,
exist to please the other,
but me!

Oh hell yeah,
Hence, I am labeled a
 “Husband”.


© 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)
Image courtesy: Pixabay












Monday, January 4, 2016


Am I the outcome of lust? Is that why, you abandoned me? Was reconciliation so difficult?  Have you never felt the urge to embrace me?

He stood dazed, unable to reply his teenage daughter. The inner voice had nothing to suggest at this moment, but, a stony silence! 

Nevertheless, he stood there with a frowned, poker, pale face, as if, it was to justify his deeds and his false ego.

He had deserted them in search of the ultimate truth, the “Aham Brahmasmi” - A realization.

Unaware of the fact that until the ego dies, he cannot achieve this state.



                                                                                      
                                                           © 2016 Ajay Pai (Reserved)
PS: A 100-word story.                                                 Image courtesy: Pixabay