Wednesday, December 30, 2015


Lost in the sea of emotions,
is my sense of belonging.
Yet, I assure myself,
to fish it out someday,
from the depths of time,
To help pacify my soul,
Of my urge,
of being desired.

Image Courtesy: Pixabay
 © 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)  

Monday, December 28, 2015



Wish I am dead tonight,
to be reborn
from the ashes of the past,
more vibrant,
where my shadow
become
a
companion,
rather being spooky.




© 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved) 

Sunday, December 27, 2015


 To quantify my love for you
Is what I’ve failed, My love.

All that I’ve known is -
braided we are,
for a lifetime.


 Look past through my emotions,
Take a peek into my soul,

All you'll find
is the Connect
we have,
from time immemorial.



© 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved) 

Saturday, December 26, 2015



I belong to his clan,
Himself  the divine, the charismatic,
He's my religion.


His childlike smile,
soothes 
turbulent minds.

His soothing touch,
rejuvenates 
the lifeless.

His blessings,
uplifts the fallen.

I, once the fallen,
bow at thy Lotus feet,
seeking solace.






© 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)
Image courtesy : AJ's personal collections


Sunday, December 20, 2015


I held you close and became your shell,
I gave you my color,
Made you beautiful.

I know one day you’d be free to fly,
And find your wings a whole new sky,
Seek new flowers to spread the colors,
Join new wings and fly high.



Amidst your flight, my dear Lil child,
Will you remember this old Lil shell?
Alone I would be and gaze to see,
The beautiful wings of my butterfly.

All that makes my world would be,
A gaze of you in the beautiful new sky,
A wink of smile, a flutter of love,
Is all I need to keep me alive.

 © 2015 Rekha Mallia (Reserved)

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A beautiful emotion of a Mother, intense, very well penned by my College mate and neighbor, Rekha Mallia.
She blogs @ Rekha Mallia and her FB page is https://www.facebook.com/rrmallia

Saturday, December 19, 2015


 I've been wondering why,
My life a withered bloom,
I had barely blossomed.

Alas, am  blown down,
Smeared are my petals with dust,
Gazing at the sky, I lay.


Ripped by a gentle breeze,
 To a land far off am taken,
Away from my fragrance.

I wonder,
is it an act of God?



© 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)

Wednesday, December 16, 2015



Scent  of lust swarms into them,
Love challenged by lust,
Lust and love entwined.

Tantalizing  foreplay, 
sensuous massage,
the nail strokes, the pinch,
play of the tongue,
And 
a whisper of sweet nothings.

Their craving for lust bites,
rhythmic thrusts,
blooming moans.

They lay entangled, drenched,
in each other's arms
caressing ...



                                                     Image courtesy: Pexels              © 2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)










Saturday, December 12, 2015


They ask me, 
How are You?
I am fine, thank you,
I reply.


Unsure,
if they've noticed
my lifeless eyes,
the pale smile.


I am fine, I repeat
My voice feeble; 
-pause-
vacuum creeps in.






©  2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)

Thursday, December 10, 2015


The clouds, the dark clouds
Of illness
Still hover above us
Wellness, a falling Star


He wails, for he's scared 
Terrified are his eyes


Solace he seeks
from those thorny drugs


Unsure about his destiny
I  stand brittle
With a plea to the holy angel
to keep him healthy.





December 10th, 2015 - Exactly after a month of the previous illness, Ishaan, my son is hospitalized the 2nd time.

©  2015 Ajay Pai (Reserved)